It;s 3:47 am.
I can’t sleep and as my mind wanders I am left thinking of all the people I love and miss. Being reminded of days past and youthful adventures you can’t recreate.
it’s okay, I used to get sad like this when I was very very young, and first understanding the idea of time and aging. I would get sad thinking that “oh my gosh this is the only june 12, 1997 at 5 pm there will ever be!’ and it really freaked me out.
I coped with it by accepting that no there will never be another moment, but there’s a million more to be had.
I keep thinking of my friend leo. he started this site for me you know, we were supposed to make great movies together.
i Miss him alot. but not in a sad way, I know our paths will cross soon enough.
I just think about him and miss him because he’s a very rare type of friend.
I love him.
This photo reminds me of him, but also of where he is going, FAR FAR PLACES. becuase he is so divinely talented.
drip drip drop. time to smoke a cigarette.
