waking up
This is an excerpt from my actual handwritten journal - i do this only in special occasions.
This is one. I am opening my light up and discovering how powerful acknowledgement of the human soul can be.
September 18, 2009
Ah, the irony of beauty. I was just writing on another sheet of paper just now about how beautiful and whimsical everything around me is in Union Square. The glinting shards of sunlight poking through green tree branches, a beautiful voice singing along to a ukulele being strummed by a boy sitting indian style on a skate board, ETC.. When a dumping of bird shit landed right on my hand and paper. Hah! if it is nothing else, life is certainly absurdly funny. Sense of humor is key. But honestly it’s a beautiful scene displayed before my weary eyes. A group of freakies are sitting on mats and carpets with signs that read ”ANGELS, SPIRIT GUIDES, PAST LIVES, TAROT’ & ‘ACTIVATE YOUR SPIRIT HERE’. I’m going to stop by and have mine read… Even though the bird shit was telling enough.
Septbember 18, 2009 (hours later)
So I did go to the tarot pepole and talked for an hour with a man about love, aliens, conciousness, 2012. I believe him too. I believe in all of it. And when I say I believe and I actually DO believe my heart feels robust and mighty. This is OUR LIFE. We are all connected. We choose our paths. I CHOOSE TO WAKE UP. I choose to be a positive force, unfettered by negativity and hatred. The man in tattered red white & blue spangled thermal underwear said I was a star child. That I am light. I feel so much better from taking the time and the courage to talk to him. I may even go buy a crystal. All that matters is love. Love is so powerful. I will love all this world has until my heart stops- but my heart will never stop. It’s the heart of my soul. My old familiar soul, which will never cease or die. Only transform.
I’m taking all this on. I’m taking it as symbols toward my true destiny. My duty has begun and it’s take WAKE YOU UP. Look inside yourselves. Relish the power you have. Who you are is not your body, your tastes, your interests, your car, your things, your major, your job. none of that. WHO YOU ARE IS DETACHED FROM THIS MATERIAL WORLD. Who you are is the tightness in your chest when you feel overwhelmed with joy, or sadness. Who you are is that giddiness you can’t restrain when your being held by someone you love. Who you are is the memory of your mom on christmas, the smell of leaves burning. Whatever compiles your thoughts and memories and feelings and struggles- it’s your soul. Release it. Be light. You are so powerful and I love you. The guides love you, the universe loves you. And we all want you to succeed. The only true success is when you accept who you are and start loving your soul unconditionally. When you do that you’re open to accept others and since we are all connected this is smart, easy, and will make all our lives so much more enriched.
I may sound crazy - but it’s true.
The Beatles said it and everyone knows it’s true. ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE.
so why don’t we start acting accordingly?
LET’S GO! let’s all wake up.
